Liberty

The years are going by so fast. Today was my 2nd last day of school, and I perfectly remember that same day a year ago as if it was yesterday. Once again these last few days are accompanied with a melancholy feeling. Also once again, some of my friends are leaving for different countries.
Now that I think about it, since nobody is reading this, or at least that is what I think, I can write pretty personal stuff on here. Lets see, what do I want to say that I don't dare say to any of my friends? I got a whole list.
Recently I have become pretty casual about work. I procrastinate and then wake up early to get my homework done the day it is due. The reason this habit continues is that I still manage to get pretty good grades. Another example of this is that I barely studied for any of my exams, yet I still did really well on them. What also doesn't help my slacking off is the fact that I recently did the SAT's and got quite good scores. When I first heard from my school counselor that I had been volunteered to participate in a program where I could take the SAT's at an earlier age, I was almost definite that I was going to fail. A few weeks after taking the test I got my scores back. I was baffled. My scores were amazing, and if I ever retook the SAT's again I would probably do really well.
If I had told most of my friends this, they would've probably said that I was showing off. Why can't I show off? I am proud of what I have accomplished, and I want to be recognized for my accomplishments. Sometimes I wonder if that is too much to ask.
I think this blog will be beneficial to me, there is no need to pretend or "beautify", I can just be myself. Of course to a certain extent :)